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Hi. I’m starting over.
Hi, again.
I’m starting over. Today I picked up a skill I dropped back in the days a.k.a 5years ago. It’s not much of a start over because I have basic knowledge of it. It feels like a start over because 5years was and is a good amount of time to learn, master and expand in the any skill that’s not law or medicine of course.
Now the fear that it is too late for me to start over is almost crippling but I serve a living God, Amen?
I’m starting over, why am I repeating these words? Because it feels like my whole life is starting over. I attended a believers gathering this weekend and it did something to me. I had prayed to God to make that meeting a turning point for good in my life, talk about God answering prayers ASAP!
I’m starting over, yes, again. With this medium account, this “blog”. The initial plan was to document my growth process and share the lessons I learn along the line which explains my first post on here My Growth Journey, but I branched with the book reviews (not that I’m stopping them sha).
I’m starting over, with my relationships. Building friendship has never occurred to me to be a chore until very recently. What’s happening? Everyone’s busy! Busy doing what? Trying to get their lives together. I believe relationships are a two way street, if one person puts the energy in and another doesn’t then it becomes ‘suffer-work‘ for the one that’s trying. For the first time in my life, I’m shooting friendship shots at people, but who will take care/mend the spots this shot hits, me? Maybe, maybe not.
If you read up to this point, I should be kind enough to leave you with a little “aspire to maguire” speech before you go.
I know you are trying to progress, but sometimes, starting all over could be that progress you need. I mean it looks like going back to square one but hey look at the bright side. The growth process in life especially in this part of the world is not a linear graph, it’s a very disturbing looking graph but it has a message. It’s part of the growth process. Stay with your process.
My name is Botife. iExpress. Do check out my previous posts, clap, comment, share and subscribe to be kept in the loop
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